oh blog world, i don't know if i'm ready

i'm kind of overwhelmed by this whole thing.  i'm consumed by this web of finding blogs - clicking from one person to the next, to the next.  and i'm starting to realize that A) i live in the wrong part of the country and B) i am so not cut out for all this technology (how do i make my blog look cool, how do i post my favorite from flickr, how do i link other people's blogs to mine, oh my god, i need to do some SERIOUS research) and C) maybe i'm just not cool enough for all these amazing people that i internet stalk. haha.  (i'm only half kidding).  

goal for the next week: figure out this technology stuff.  and find a freaking camera.  

as soon as i figure this out, i'm making a giant inspiration post!!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeek.