RIP dear macbook

my macbook's hardrive crashed. don't know why. it happened sometime btwn wednesday night at bedtime & thursday morning when i woke up. i lost everything. it's my own fault, i know, and i don't want to hear about it - god, i cried in the apple store. i should have had it backed up, yada yada, seriously, how many freaking people have told that to me ... i know. i know. i'm seriously devestated. it's so silly, to be so upset - but god to think about the amount of photos, documents, music - all lost. to the computer heavens. and worst of all is i haven't had internet access at home since then, and i won't for 3-5 more days, so i haven't had any chance to read blogs & work on the journal class that Miss Rachel Denbow is hosting. SO PISSED. grrrrrrrrrrr. so i'm updating from work, real quick. no blogging, no facebook, no myspace, no email at home for a few more days ... so so sad.